June 27, 2011

• Never Back Down

  

  

  I’m weird with relationships. I think I know what I want, then I run. I think I run because I’m scared, I’m scared that I might get hurt or maybe I just haven’t found someone who I know is worth being hurt for.

  

  Worry about you before me. You owe me that, you owe yourself that.

  

  Sweetie, who are you kidding…you’re wasting your time. He’ll never love you.

  

  Let’s play again, but this time I’ll be player one and you can be player two. Now let me show you all the shit you put me through.

  

  I never asked for it to be over. Then again, I never asked for it to begin. That’s the way it is with life, some of the most beautiful days come completely by chance but even the most beautiful days have their sunsets.

  

  We’re both competitors: you for the game, me for your heart.

  

  Don’t you just hate it when you’re on the edge of breaking down yet no one in the world seems to notice or care.

  

  There are some people in life that…make you laugh a little louder, smile a little brighter, and live a little better.

  

  After awhile you start to get sick of a lot of things. You start to close yourself off from the world. You start to shun everyone out of your life. You just want to be left alone and you start to believe that the world really does hate you and no one really cares about you and the only person you can really depend on is yourself. But really, you need to face the fact that this is reality. You can’t automatically change what you want life to be. Life’s just life. it just happens. Whatever happens, tends to happen for a reason. You can’t exactly make life into something really happy, like it’s some kind of switch, you know? There’s no switch, no On or Off button. You just gotta be a good girl and suck it up. if friends back stab you, it’s okay, you’ll meet new and better people, share new things, and probably gain some and lose some, as they say. In life, of course, your going to get your heart broken more than once, but it’s okay because in each relationship you’ve had, you’ve learned different things from your partner. They either taught you, helped you, or made you into a better person. Each relationship you’re in, you can fix the mistakes you had in the past relationships, you get a second chance. You’ll meet many people who will inspire you, inspire you to be a better person, but in the end it all adds up. Are you willing to put all the tears, all the pain, all the hurt aside, and live life? Make life as something really special, make it like it was your last day, never worry about tomorrow, worry about today. Never let words get to you, words are cheap. Actions speak a lot louder, you hear me?

  

  Sometimes when you’re so sad for so long you don’t see the beauty right in front of you. Sometimes the pain is so strong it swallows your good sense.

  

  Life’s not supposed to be easy but sometimes don’t you think that it could cut us a break? I mean when you wake up in the morning knowing that you’re going to get hurt, what’s the point anymore?

  

  The most beautiful smile is the one that struggled through all the tears.

  

  You are only sorry because you got caught.

  

  The thing is, we are all a little damaged. Some of us hide it better than others, but on some level we are all torn up. We take it out on others and beat through life carrying it all. We will end up damaging someone else and most of the time we won’t even notice or bother to care because we are busy with our own little disaster and that my friends, is what we call life.

  

  I want the life you think I have.

  

  It’s okay that you’re with her. I want you to know that it’s okay, I’m happy for both of you and maybe that doesn’t mean anything to you but it means a lot to me, it means that for the first time, I’m not selfish. I have put someone else’s happiness, your happiness, above my own.

  

  “We’re in love but we’re not together.” It sounds pathetic, but oh so true.

  

  It’s hard to tell yourself that you aren’t in love. When the only time you smile is when you think about the one who broke your heart.

  

  Sometimes if you want to make something work you have to shut your mouth and put your hurt aside.

  

  Eventually you realize that life sucks, love isn’t always real and happiness is only for a limited time. You learn who your real friends are. You learn how to act like you don’t care, but then you begin to see life doesn’t suck. You’re just too depressed to realize that it’s amazing. You see that love isn’t always real, it’s always true. You see that happiness is limited cause the love kicks in, a different form of happiness and you learn who your real friends are cause the old ones were too crappy to be with you. And you finally see that you act like you don’t care only to show people that you do.

  

  High school is when you start to realize who really matters.

  

  Anyhow…I’m fine, I mean I’m not over it but little by little it’s getting easier to pretend it’s easier which means easier might be right around the corner.

  

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