June 28, 2011

• I’m going to love you like there’s no tomorrow

  

  

  It all seems so insignificant now. But at the time, it meant everything to me.

  

  Isn’t it scary thinking that if just one little thing had been different, you might not know him right now.

  

  When you walk away from something and there’s no gravitational pull, then you know you’re doing the right thing.

  

  You never think the last time is the last time. You always think there will be more. You think you will have forever. But you don’t.

  

  I’m a girl. I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I look too deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. My expectations are high. I can tell when I’m being lied to but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes, I get jealous and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when I ask how you are I mean it. When I ask how your day was, I genuinely want to know. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying.

  

  Sometimes you have to give up on people. Everyone that is in your journey is meant to be in your journey, but not everyone is meant to stay there.

  

  You and I were different. We came from different worlds, and yet you were the one who taught me the value of love.

  

  Because thats what life’s about. Its about the time where you lay in the grass next to someone you love. Its about the color of the sky, its about the roaring fire on a winter eve. Everybody hurts, everybody bleeds. Everyone laughs, smiles, and loves. And thats all that it is. There’s no meaning of life, its nothing that can be defined. Its a matter of writing your own definition.

  

  There’s a story behind every person. There’s a reason why they’re the way they are. They aren’t just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it’s impossible to fix.

  
  

  I don’t have a sob story to write but just like everyone else, I’m living this life and you don’t need to win me over. There isn’t another side to shelter me from. I’ll belong where I decide.

  
  

  The scariest thing was we didn’t even have to be together for you to break my heart.

  
  

  Life is all about risks & it requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back & wonder what they would have, or could have had. No one waits forever.
  

  

  You know what? Yes I Have changed. I’m not as nice as I used to be, because I don’t want to get used or walked over, I don’t trust everyone and tell them my secrets , because behind every fake smile is a backstabbing bitch. I distance myself from people because in the end, they’re only going to leave. I Have changed because I have realized that im the only person I can depend on.

  
  

  My rule is to just be who I am. Sometimes I don’t take my own advice, but I know that no matter what, I can be happy with continuing forward.

  
  

  This life is what you make it. No matter what, you`re going to mess up sometimes. It`s a universal truth. But the good part is, you get to decide how you`re going to mess it up.

  
  

  You say you’re looking for happiness but when it comes to you, you run away from it. You tell yourself you don’t deserve it. There’s not much more that I can do now, the rest is up to you. Until you love yourself, you’ll never change. You’ll keep on running until you deal with today.

  
  

  You want the truth? Well, here it is. Eventually, you forget it all. First, you forget everything you learned – the dates of wars and Pythagorean theorem. You especially forget everything you didn’t really learn, but just memorized the night before. You forget the names of all but one or two of your favorite teachers; and eventually you forget those, too. You forget your junior year class schedule and where you used to sit, and your best friend’s home phone number and the lyrics to that song you must have played a million times. And eventually, but slowly, you forget your humiliations – even the ones that seemed indelible just fade away. You forget who was cool and who was not, who was pretty, smart, athletic, and not. Who went to a good college, who threw the best parties, who had the most friends – you forget all of them. Even the ones you said you loved, and the ones you actually did. They’re the last to go. And once you’ve forgotten enough, you love someone else.

  
  

  I don’t need to play second fiddle to another girl anymore. I’ve gone on that ride and I’m done.

  
  

  I don’t know what we are. Sometimes I feel like we’re friends, sometimes I feel like we’re more than friends, but sometimes I feel like I’m just a stranger to you.

  
  

  You cannot go back in time, even if you wish it with every fiber of your being, your heart and soul, even if you think about it every day. Trust me. I know.

  
  

  I’ve always avoided fights. I make jokes instead. I tell people what they want to hear in order to avoid a confrontation. I pretend to want things I don’t want, and I pretend not to want things I do want. No one gets hurt. Except me. The lines are so crossed and blurred at this point that I don’t know what I want. I just know I want it to be easy.

  
  

  You taught me how to be strong, how to hold my head high, you said you’d always be there for me and i know you don’t lie. your the reason i believe in myself, the reason i get through the day, its cause i know your out there hoping im living my life the right way.

  

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