April 2, 2013

• When you find you, come back to me

  

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  One day, you’re gonna look back, and regret every single thing you did to make it end. And me? I’m gonna regret every single word I never said that could’ve made you stay.

  

  And I don’t understand by the way you look at me, why we can’t be together.

  

  The best thing you can do right now is wait. I’m going through some really hard times right now, and I’m not dealing with things very well. But I promise that if you’ll be there for me, it will all be worth it in the end. 

  

  I can choose to let it define me, confine me, refine me, outshine me, or I can choose to move the fuck on and leave it behind me.

  

  You don’t realize how many things remind you of a person until they become someone you no longer wish to remember.

  

  He was an ass. He made you fall for him and he wasn’t there to catch you. But worst of all he made you trust him. Made you think that he wasnt like all the others. And you know what? He was right. He’s not like all the others. He’s worse.

  

  You know that moment you feel when you wake up and realize you have more time to sleep? Or, when you accidentally overhear someone say something nice about you? Or when you see someone you like and your heart races? Or even when you reach a goal you set for yourself? Now, remember what that feels like – and next time you’re upset, or sad, or crying – think about that feeling. 

  

  It’s weird, you know, the end of something that has taken so much time to get over is coming, and you’re so relieved that it’s finally here but you still, for some reason, want to hold on. Just for one more second.

  

  You’re at your best when you rise from your fall.

  

  You know that you need to let go, but you can’t because you’re still waiting for the impossible to happen.

  

  I’m just going to let it be, take it as it comes, and watch it as it leaves.

  

  I needed something to go right so badly that I convinced myself it was real. Even though I think, deep down, I knew it wasn’t. I think I knew he was going to leave, I just didn’t want to believe it.

  

  I hate how one day you’ll realize, the sweetest words were the fucking lies.

  

  Every day I’m forced to add another name to the list of people who can kiss my ass.

  

  You said you wanted me to fall in love again, and maybe one day I will. But there are all kinds of love out there. This is my one and only life, and it’s a great and terrible and short and endless thing, and none of us come out of it alive.

  

  I may be walking away, but the whole time I was praying you’d hold me back. I was wishing you’d grab my wrist and yell in my face why I need you and how you love me. I wanted you to fight for me.

  

  We all have that one fleeting moment of greatness when you hear something, see something, smell something that reminds you of a different time, a better place, a happier time.

  

  Is ignorance bliss, I don’t know, but it’s so painful to think, and tell me, what did thinking ever do for me, to what great places did thinking ever bring me? I think and think and think, I’ve thought myself outta happiness one million times, but never once into it.

  

  So once again, I feel my heart break over something that was in my head. But don’t forget, I meant every word I should have left unsaid.

  

  Things are so crazy lately, I feel so unattached to all my feelings. And the sad part is, I’m starting to think it’s a good thing.

  

  Maybe we’ll never find the truth, but that doesn’t mean we shouldn’t search for it.

  

  I’ve learned so much from you. I used to consider you a mistake, but without you, I never would’ve gotten where I am today. And today? I’m actually happy.

  

  Making a mistake doesn’t matter; what matters is how determined you are to fix it. But remember, a mistake is like writing on a foggy window, no matter how hard you try to cover it up, if you look close enough, it’s still there.

  

  Expecting the world not to treat you badly because you’re a good person is like expecting a bull not to charge at you because you’re a vegetarian.

  

  Baby, things could never work out for us. Even though we miss each other, things would just be too complicated.

  

  I looked back on us today, and I honestly don’t know why I missed you, and why I wanted you back. Sure, at the beginning we were kids rushing into things we had no idea what about, but slowly, instead of trusting you more, I trusted you less, and the more I loved you, the less I loved myself. But now I’m free, and I’m not sorry. I had to get out. I knew it was over long before you said it. And I thought you broke my heart, but you merely made it stronger, made it resilient. Of course I’ll never forget you, but there’s no way I’m ever going back. So goodbye, my first love. Thank you for being such a fabulous waste of time.

  

  This whole situation pissed me off. As much as I want to love you, the way that you love me, I just can’t. It’s because I love someone else the way you love me, but he doesn’t love me and that hurts almost as much as the fact that I am hurting you.

  

  I made a list of wrongs and rights tonight. And you’re number one on both sides.

  

  You’re unwilling to go out on a limb because it just might break underneath you. You know what your problem is? If you never go out on that limb, you’re missing one hell of a view.

  

  We are all a little damaged. Some of us hide it better than others, but on some level we are all torn up. We take it out on others and beat through life carrying it all and we will end up damaging someone else. And most of the time we won’t even notice or bother to care, because we are busy with our little disaster, that we call life.

  

  So baby know for sure that I’ll never let you go.

  

  You’re the only person that ever made me feel anything, really feel. Even if it wasn’t always the best of feelings, you’re the only one who could make me smile or tear me down in three seconds flat. You’re the only person that can drive me crazy, in both good and bad ways. You’re the only personthat ever made me feel like I didn’t have to try so hard. And I know that you’re not okay without me either, or you wouldn’t talk about such things as you do. I just wish you knew I still loved you, and I wish you would do something with that knowledge. I wish you would grab me and hold me tight in your arms and whisper in my ear how much you loved me more, like you always did.

  

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