   
You stay because you don't think you deserve any better. That's the ugly truth. 
Forget him girl. He ain't gonna never change. I ain't no hater, but that guys lost in the game. 
Look in the mirror, stare back at yourself and if you can honestly say that you're perfect, then you have a right to judge the person standing beside you. 
We've shared great times in the past, but I always knew that it couldn't last. You've always been my best friend, but I guess all good things must end. 
And I'm sorry if you think I'm being a bitch, but being screwed over isn't fun and I'm sick of it. 
You could say that we were just a big mistake, but I think it's worth making, worth repeating. 
i don't care about the stupid labels of bff or bffl. all that really matters is that she's there for me when no one else is. 
We were all born beautiful. It's the things we do that makes us ugly. 
You blame it all on me, saying that I opened my mouth and nothin but lying words came out. Well, look whose talkin. Sorry for my honesty, but I'm not sorry for this fight. Maybe one day you'll get over the fact that you lost me, but you were too ashamed to admit that you said what you said. That hurts, you know. Knowing that no matter the proof I still have in the bottom of my inbox, you'll deny it. Shows what I meant to you. You know you meant the world to me, and I'm sorry that once you wanted me I was done with you. I couldn't control it. I just didn't want you anymore. You waited twelve months too long, and soon enough you'll be forgotten. 
I hate how being just friends is good enough for you. I hate how you joke around just like we used to. I hate how you just go on like it doesn't hurt you. 
Sometimes we're too into the moment to look at the big picture. We fail to see things in perspective because we're too absorbed in what's taking place at that very instant. The thing is we should face reality. Find ourselves from being lost in the moment and think about everything the way that it is. Because sometimes being realistic can save us from pain and disappointment. 
Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a C. You give 110% to someone in a relationship when they only give 40%. You're there for your best friend at 3 a.m., and the next day they don't pick up their phone. It seems like you're giving everyone everything, and they're just walking away with it. 
When you're at the top, remember what if felt like at the bottom. When you're at the bottom, remember what it felt like at the top. Good doesn't last forever. Neither does bad. 
The more I get to know guys, the more I like dogs. 
it's never going to end because it never really began. i fell for you hard and you didn't even grab my hand. 
There are two reasons why people don't talk about something: Either it doesn't mean anything to them, or it means everything. 
I just want you to know that because of you, I no longer give a fuck. 
It's kinda fucked up isn't it? How all of a sudden, someone just wakes up and decides to never talk to you again. No reason. No explanation. No words said. They just leave you hanging like you never meant shit to them, and what hurts the most is how they made it look so easy. 
Maybe if I gave a shit about you I would have looked in your direction. 
sometimes when you don't ask questions, it's not because you're afraid that someone will lie in your face. it's because you're afraid they'll tell you the truth. 
It's not as easy as it looks. Having something right in front of you, that you wanted for so long and having to give it up because you don't want it anymore. But it feels so good in the end when you realize how good of a choice you made. 
Don't ask me whats wrong, ask me whats right. 
We are who we are because we made ourselves that way. No one comes into your body and changes the way you act. Sure they have an influence but in the end, it's all up to you how you want to live your life. 
You need to see that life is not always perfect. We will not always get what we want. And though it hurts a lot, what should've happened, happened. Who should've left, left, and whatever has thrown you off course will always bring you to where it is you need to be. 
Please don't make me wait just because you know I will. 
Sometimes the characteristics we don't like in other people are the ones we have in ourselves that we don't like, but it's much easier to point the finger at someone else. 
don’t leave something good, to see if you can find better. once you realize you had the best, the best will find better. 
Don't ever use someone's past against them. You're just reminding them of the mistakes they made back then. If you watch their facial expression carefully, then you'll see the hurt in their eyes as they reminisce everything that happened. Never use emotion as a weapon, it strikes deeper than you can imagine. 
My life is like a bunch of dominoes. I fall and fall and fall, and no I'm not talkin about for some asshole. In general, I just fall, and nobody helps me up. Like, what the fuck. How hard is it to pick someone up off their feet once in a while? 
Why is it that after you get hurt once after you pick yourself back up and get back into the race, you spend so much time worrying about not falling again that you miss out on so many things. 
some mistakes are just too fun to only make once. 
I've learned that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves, get farther in life. 
Sometimes, no matter how many wrongs someone made, if you hear someone talkin shit about them, you still wanna slap the piss outta them, because not that long ago, they meant the world to you. 
never lie to someone who trusts you. never trust someone who lies to you. 
Everyone tells you that you deserve better, but no one is willing to give it to you. 
I deserve better than a handful of second thoughts and a plate full of regrets. 
At some point, you've just got to jump. You've got to quit being scared of the "maybes", and "what-ifs" and just jump. Quit cheating yourself the best things that could ever happen to you, and just jump. 
For what I put you through, for the harsh words and hurtful names I called you..I'm sorry. For being so naive, for not seeing something so so obvious. For pushing you aside and for hurting you, I'm sorry. For accusing you of forcing all this mess on me and for blaming you, when truthfully it was no-one's fault but my very own. I'm sorry. 
What hurts the most is watching you love someone else when that someone used to be me. 
I'm crazy for thinking someday you'll change things. 
I'm not saying every day is going to be worth waking up in the morning for, it's not always gonna to be perfect. But you just have to move on, you have to get up or you'll never stumble upon the days that really, truly are worth waking up for. 
Nothing is more disgusting than a boy who lies and hurts a girl just to prove he's a man. 
I wish some people in my life would cut the bullshit and be totally honest about something, for once. 
i'm not jealous, i just don’t like that bitch. 
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