 Follow me on Twitter for more quotes I'm sorry if I made your life more complicated. I'm sorry for a lot of things. But most of all I'm sorry I never got the chance to tell you that, no matter what happens next, I'll never be anything but grateful for every moment I spent with you. Even though I keep fumbling for the right words, all I really wanted to say was thank you.  I think you are absolutely beautiful. And I know exactly what you would say if I said that out loud. "Boy can't be beautiful." Well, you are the epitome of perfection in my eyes, and that is beautiful.  Maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you because it's the only person who will ever receive all of you. After that, you learn better. But most of all, no matter what, a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved - a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what. That piece holds innocence - the belief that love really can last forever. It holds friendship and pain, trial and error, that one kiss you'll never forget and that night under the stars that you can never get back. It holds youth and everything you thought love could be. Everything that was proven wrong.  I rely on myself. I do everything myself. It's not because I don't trust others, it's because I know that shit happens, and I would rather have to blame myself than anyone else.  I've heard it's possible to grow up, I've just never met anyone who did.  Don't get mad at me if you show me a song and the next day I have it on my iPod. I believe that the music that people listen to says a lot about them, and if I am listening to music you showed me, I obviously want to know more about you.  when i stand before God at the end of my life, I would hope that i wouldn't have a single bit of talent left, and could say, i used everything you gave me.  I live for the days that I can sleep it all away and the nights I will never remember.  People put you down enough, and you start to believe it. The bad things are always easier to believe than the good things.  My problem is that I push people away and then hate them for leaving.  Nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person you want the most, is the person that you are best without.  change because you want to, don't change because someone wants you to.  An empty wallet doesn't seem half bad when you're living your dreams.  Best friends is a verb, and your actions show otherwise. 
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