 Follow me on Twitter for more quotes I'm so homesick that it's not even funny. But not homesick in a missing my house kind of way, maybe it's more like heartsick for all the things that I can't get back.  When people can walk away from you, let them walk. don't try to talk another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring for you, coming to see you, or staying attached to you. when people can walk away, let them walk. your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.  More people would learn from their mistakes
if they weren't so busy denying them.  The prettiest dresses are worn to be taken off.  Sometimes there is nothing to be said. Sometimes nothing should be said. I just want to find someone who won't run away. Someone to look me in the eyes and tell me it's ok that things don't always go right. That this is how life works, and how it will always work. That it's not going to be easy. Today, tomorrow, the next day, but it will somehow get better.  At some point you have to realize that he doesn't care, and maybe you're missing out on someone who does.  Just because you're leaving doesn't mean I'm letting you go.  It doesn't mean forgetting, it just means moving on.  You left a huge mark on me. one you'll never imagine. i cant even go to the movie theater without remembering all our memories we shared there together. i cant go to the park without thinking about the long days we spent just acting goofy together. i mean its gotten so bad that even when i walk onto my own porch, i still remember your face of how scared you looked when you first came over. we had some good times, and it hurts that your letting them go. i know i wont, but i'll let you think i dont remember. i'll let you think that i dont know you think about them too. i know you do, i know when you see me, or the next time you come up on my block.. you'll remember, you'll smile and you wont realize it. but i'll never let you know i can tell you still feel it.  I'm lost here in this moment, and time keeps slipping by. And if I could have just one wish, I'd have you by my side.  There will never be a quote that explains how much you mean to me. Never a song that truly hit's the spot. Not enough words to tell you how I feel. And not enough time to show how long I wanna be with you.  I know that things between us are pretty much beyond repair now. And I wouldn't ever presume to try and make everything better with a conversation, so that's not what this is, but I just wanted to tell you -I just wanted to say, I'm sorry. I'm sorry for the pain it caused you. But mostly, I'm sorry for my part in it. I'm sorry because I miss our friendship. And however far off it may be, I look forward to the day that we can be friends again.  I'm always a mess. I can never keep my own secrets. I laugh too hard at stupid things. My favorite songs can make me cry. I always watch for 11:11, but miss it more than I notice it. I live in the past, in the memories I have with the people I love. I hate thinking about reality and I'm so homesick that it's not even funny. But not homesick in a missing my house kind of way, maybe it's more like heartsick for all the things that I can't get back. It's hard for me to define myself, I guess I'm just a cliche. The girl who loved too hard and didn't get anything in return. I don't want to be the heroine in some tragic love story.  It happens to everyone as they grow up; you find out who you are and what you want.and then you realize that the people you've know forever don't see things the way you do.and so you keep the memories but find yourself moving on.  I don't know what I want to do with my life, I just know I want to do it. I want to see my world. I want to meet every single person breathing on this earth. I want to give everyone a hug or a handshake and I want to make someone's life a little easier. I want to be different than the people I know because that's what makes us beautiful. I want to be absolutely ridiculous before I die. I don't want regrets. I want to stand for something.  |